Done with the crap

In the last week I have had it with people only calling me to ask me to do things for them. I don't mind helping people or family out, but if that is all you do when you call me then I rather you not call me at all. Im done having people trying to take advantage of me. So Im no longer going to go out of my way to help people. I don't mean to sound mean or anything but if I have to end up changing everything that I had planned to do then sorry its just not going to happen. Don't get me wrong Im still going to help out if I can but if you are keep trying to use me then Im sorry, go to someone else who will do everything you want.

Ok Im done with my rant for the moment. On to the weekend ahead of me, which Iam determined to get some writing done and relax. I have some errands and house hold crap that needs to be taken care of, but Im going to have a nice relaxing time where I feel like I have gotten some stuff done. After working for 34 hours this week ( when I should have only done 28) Im going to try to hang out with the roomie for a bit and really get some writing done. Im done with having this writers block, so Im going to force myself to sit down at my computer and atleast get some pages done. There are a few ideas that I have that I want to see how it looks on the page. There are also a few other character changes that I think will end up helping the story in the end. Not to mention add another small story to the greater plot. So all in all Im hoping that it will turn out better then I expect.

Also Im thinking more and more of what Iam going to be doing once I graduate from college in December. One of the many things on my list to todos is go back to Europe for atleast a few weeks, and while Im there attempt to get a few job interviews in there along with the touristy stuff. Im really hoping that I can find something that will help me get to where I want to go in life. And well the main thing is that I do what I love and am able to make enough doing so. Thinking about that I have a feeling that working at a major or decient production company for a few years will definately help me learn the ropes and get good contacts to help me get some of my own projects off the ground. Oh to dream. I know that things don't always come easy and Im more then willing to do the work. Now the real hard part, getting my foot in to that first door. Once I have that then there will be no stoping me.

Oh there is just so much to say for what I want to happen in the next few years, but there in no controlling what might or will happen. You just have to roll with what is given to you and do what you will with it. When life gives you shit its up to you to make the better out of it or just sit there pitting yourself. I am determined to make the best out of things even if I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. hahaha so many little sayings that make you cringe when you hear them, but they are so true on so many different levels. Anyways I better get back to work.